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Daily dosage of me.

Date: Monday, August 13, 2012

2:52 PM

Okay, I'm so bored right now waiting for my FTT @3:15pm. It's only 2:40pm now, gotta wait for another 35mins. So I figure out I should entertain myself abit before the test, which explains why I'm here blogging now! :D

Well, many friends have started their uni/ns/etc, and here I am still waiting for either sg uni or hk uni to accept me ._. Having average results is really not enough in this society now eh. :/ But I'm not giving up hopes, I'm sure good things worth the wait :) there will be a reason for this long wait, & I must be patient for it! :)))

Life have been good, trying to find a job. Wondering I should go for part time or full time :/ or should I wait for uni results first because if I manage to get into either one of it, it means that school is gonna start at september. Hmm....

11 more days to me & le bf's special day! It's a day that meant alotttt to us, it's gonna be our fourth anniversary! *opens champagne!* Time seriously pass so fast that in a blink of an eye, we've been together for FOUR years. Gosh. Hahaha. But I must say this, he is sooo lucky to have me :P haha! Okay sounds so bhb, gotta say this as well "I'm totally lucky to have him as well." Planning to go USS with our clique on that day, and I'm sure it will be a great day spent with our best friends & with each other. :)

Hk trip: One word, AWESOME. This le bf enjoyed so much which makes me v v v elated! It's good to see that he likes my homeland :) shopping, food, different attractions! Except for one thing though, the human population =_= there's way more ppl in hk as compared to sg, and I guess that made him kinda uncomfortable in the streets or in public transports as we always need to squeeze here and there :/ but hey, there are so many other public transports provided in hk as compared to sg! There's tram, minibus, 火车, etc. And le bf seems to love the minibus a lot. Hahaha.

Okay, gonna look through the final theory book for a last revision before the test, and I totally cant wait for the test to end because i'll then head over to meet my mummy & le bf for kor bbq dinner at novena!!! Woohoo!

Alright, I tried to end this post w a picture of us in hk but I couldn't because I'm using my phone, sad! So i shall end here. Okay bye!!

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My hopes, to come true~

Date: Wednesday, August 1, 2012

2:25 AM

Just came back from Hong Kong with my mum & le bf.
It's by far my happiest trip/stay in hong kong :) because this time round, my boy had the chance to join us this time & I do not have to miss him sooo much at hongkong!!

Excited to be back in sg as well, so I could continue on my driving lessons wahaha. Final theory is nearby already, and I know I have to start attending theory trial lessons to get familiarized with the questions! :) just booked a lesson for tomorrow, at 1:05pm. So I guess I should sleep now, it's already 2:20am right now >~<

Anyway, received a call from pizza hut today asking me for an interview on the post I wanted! So happpppy! And excited! And nervous omggg. It's like the first, very first serious interview for me.
But I was so happy to receive their call this afternn :) didn't expect that to come, gonna give my very best on the interview :))

Am still waiting for the confirmation of my application to the admission at CUHK. Hoping to know the results very sooooon! The suspense is ahhhhhh! Making me so nervous!
Really hope it will end up to be a very happy/good result for us to hear!

It will be a very joyful thing to hear :) not only to me, but also to my parents and relatives and my bf. basically to everyone I know!
I want to strive on my goal, to be a great food science and nutrition student with a bachelor/master degree. It's the future that I want, and decided to walk on.

Hope everyday wil be a good day to everyone!
Good night, and sweet dreams!!

XOXO

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Date: Sunday, June 24, 2012

9:43 PM

Today... I'm gonna blog about being in love! :)
Basically through experience of my love story with CheeLeong of course :')

I suddenly felt very blessed,
and lucky that I have a happy healthy warm relationship with CheeLeong.
I am seriously really very thankful that in my life,
god let me know and meet this guy who love me back as much as I did. =))
I can never express in words, how joyful I am.

I am also thankful to CheeLeong's mum,
for giving birth to this handsome cute boyboy that has the greatest heart,
attitude in life and good character.
Of course he's not perfect, there's no perfection in this world.
But comparing his good and bad points, the good ones definitely wins it.

Being in love to me feels like...
Floating in the clouds?
Sweetness in your heart every second?
The crazy messed up heartbeat?
The immediate need of him to be at my side when he left?
The hugs and kisses that felt like you're indulging a marshmallow?

In love = Marshmallow!
Sweet and warm, soft and chewy in the inside. :)
I could never imagine my life without him now,
he is already part of my daily life.
It feels weird and empty when he's not around.

And while i'm typing this,
I'm actually missing him so much now! :(

When we got to know each other,
it seems that our character doesn't suit each other well.
But whoa, now everything we do and think is always the same.
Without the need of us to voice it out.

It's just this bond, this string that connects the both of us.
Try using a scissors or even a chainsaw, it will never be broken.
I have the faith, trust and confidence in us. :)

People said,
"They won't even last a year.", "Three months the most for them."
But we've proved them wrong.

Relationship is not about the time we limit ourselves that we can have together,
but its the unlimited time we can spend and share our happy moments together :)

I can't bear without him bullying me.
I can't bear without him hugging me.
I can't bear without him holding onto my waist.
I can't bear without him laughing at my jokes.
I can't bear without him making fun of himself just to make me laugh.

Being in love,
made me felt complete ^_^

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Little updates?

Date: Wednesday, June 20, 2012

3:08 AM

Blogging at this ungodly hour now, 3:01am, with my phone on my bed. Couldn't fall asleep & goshhhh, blogger.com is so difficult to use by mobile Z. There's work tomorrow, not mentioning that it's OT somemore, And here I am still awake typing this post. I sense there will be a deadly zombie in wild wild wet tomorrow. =_= Updates on my current life: 1. Just came back from a Taiwan trip with my mum & dad. Overall it was great, In terms of food & the stay there. People there are also very friendly, which I love & admire a lot. :) 2. Have been working in wild wild wet as a crew, whereas ahwai is a trainer lifeguard. Overall work's fine too, people there are friendly. Great experience. 3. Going back to hk again soon on July, this time round not just w my mum again, but with ahwai. That's probably why I'm 10000000x more excited to go back this time. Not that I wasn't excited in the past but well, at least I wouldn't have to worry and miss ahwai so much but this time round, I'm gonna enjoy the fun w him! Can't wait to go ocean park & Disneyland w him, & can't wait to bring him around for nice food & cheap cheap cheap shopping! 4. Madagascar & outing w th usual gang this Saturday. Can't wait as well ;) really love to hang out with them. 5 yrs of friendship, some even 6/7/8 years. Love all of them to bits! Alright; I'm only left with 3hours of sleep. Have to get up at 6:30am. Better go to sleep now before mum realized that I'm hiding under my blanket using my phone. Bye! And night world. "I love you, baby I'm not a monster. - Big Bang" (omg, so all the spacing I did for this post is useless. The post just comes out as a whole chunk -.- hates it. Suaaaaa, just gonna leave it as it is.)

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Date: Saturday, January 7, 2012

1:42 PM

Tried nutella bread spread today,
and.... WOW. It is yummy delicious!!!
(I ate one piece, then went back to the kitchen to go for a second piece)

The last time I ate bread with nutella was like primary school
Totally don't understand why I didn't like it when I'm small.
I still don't understand it till today.

I mean, by right when you're younger you'll like sweet stuff more right?
But i'm like the other way round. #weird

AND MY COUGH IS LIKE THE THIRD WEEK ALREADY.
With all the disgusting chinese med, western med,
even my mum brewed some soup that its said it can stop the coughing.
But to no avail......

And my fever have been like on and off for days.
What is wrong with my body =_=

Then the best of the best,
cramps came just at the right time when my cough is really bad.
You know the feeling of coughing and having cramps the SAME TIME?

TORTURE.

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Date: Friday, January 6, 2012

2:27 PM

HEH HEH HEH HEH.

SHOCKING BUT YES.

Gonna update this dusty and abandoned (poor thing) blog.
And I know i'm suppose to do all the e-learning assignments that's piling up.
but aye I just can't get myself to continue.
All is like done halfway then I stopped, tsktsk.
And it's PRIDAY!!!!!!!
Just came back home with mummy after buying some home neccesities!

Something funny happened though just now
when I just got out of the house to meet my mum.
The kindergarten at my neighbourhood area just ended class,
so while walking under the void deck heading to the bus stop,
there's this boy boy with his grandma and he's holding a small packet of kokocrunch.

He is already holding onto the silver packaging (2nd layer).
His grandma told him to let her open it for him.
BUTTTTT, the boyboy insist he wants to open it himself.

Okay nevermind, his grandma gave up asking.
So he tried to open it, and I also so HENG just nice walking pass him.
The packaging just literally split into half,
& all kokocrunch fly out & some hit my face.

I was too shocked to even react at first when I see the kokocrunch flying,
so my face just got smacked by lots of them.
Even the boyboy was shocked, and his grandma laughed (at me LOL) while scolding the boy:
"看 la 看 la, 没有得吃了. 帮你开你不要!"
The grandma quickly apologized to me as well,
I just shook my head (meaning "its okay") cause I was laughing too hahahaha.
I know my face should be very funny one at that moment even though I couldnt see myself.

Moral of story: No kokocrunch for the boyboy for the day.

Was telling my mum about it, and I was like:
"Aiya! I should have opened my mouth just now,
could have ate some of it." :OOOOOOOOO

So... its 2012. Time past really too fast man,
it's like VROOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOM,
and there we are gonna graduate from poly already.

And and some already is University,
and and and some botak serving in NS,
and and and and TIME, Y U NO PAST SLOWER?!
It's so fast that I can't even absorb & recap what I've been doing for the past few years =_=ll

Plus the fact that this year, we are no more teens anymore!
We are entering the 2- club! Whuttttt! (T^T)

And if you did follow me in twitterrrrr,
I tweeted some tweets on my secondary school life few days ago.
Guess I just missed it too much, that I went wayyyyyyy too emotional that night =_=
I apologise for that. But, wait just let me copy & paste here what I've tweeted.

"Lying on bed & suddenly thinking all of the secondary school memories..
It was awesome definitely :')
more on sec 3 & 4 though.
Sec1 was also alright lah actually.
Best part was knowing Nana definitely <3
But sec 2 kinda sucked for me due to being "abandoned" by some friends.
Oh well, but really glad to know so many good friends during sec 3 & 4.
Clarice & Mimie (the buns, along with Nana), Jessica (Ahtan), the 2 girls sitting beside me Charmaine & Yongqi!

David, Eddu, Laoda, Bear, Chinchang, the guys all no need to mention one lah.
Most already know them since sec 1 or sec 3.
But we got closer along together w ahtan in sec 4!
Plus not forgetting Nana who has been w me for all e 4 yrs & till nw.
(7plus yrs of BFF and still counting!)
Of course, lastly, knowing Cheeleong.
Which was the best part of my sec sch life & my whole 16yrs of life (during that time)."

So yes, this whole chunk. Was just a summed up of what I had in my secondary sch life.
There's much more of course, happiness sadness awkwardness lol, you name it.

Nana who is forever with me and there for me
(& understands me & laugh at my jokes everytime even when its lame LOL),
Clare who always go high with me for no reasons each & everytime,
Mimie who always tell us so much jokes & cheer us up when exam periods are nearby,
the 2 ladies sitting beside me & we vandalizing our tables lol,
so much more omg. I can just go on and on and on and on.

But it was a really wonderful journey,
not to mention poly life as well~!!! :D

Knowing Elyn laopo on the first day of orientation in NYP.
Best day everrr. W/o her, I really dont know how I survive through poly!
Everything we learn is definitely not easy,
every CT/exams/projs/deadlines we are all stressed up!
But we motivate each other,
not forgetting the chats & gossips on whatsapp together!
And the fact that she really understands me @_@
She can tell when I'm feeling okay, when I'm not, when I'm down with my family problems etc etc!!
Promising that we'll still high tea together even when we've graduated hahaha.
And 2012 Mar -> HK TRIP WOOHOOOOOOO.

And also knowing Anna and Joyce at around year 2!
So it's we 4, the four of us!
Who share the same love and devotion towards...
School koufu's TYLM (tomyam lamien)! <3
Hahahahahhahaha.

And of course not to forget the most important personnnnnn who came into my life,
*drumrolls*
CheeLeong! :D

Give you pink highlight cause you special okkkkkkkk! :P
I think I can't find proper words anymore to express how glad & happy I am,
to recieve so much love and care from him.

Till a point sometimes I wonder if I deserved it.
(But of course after much thinking,
I still think I do deserve it lah LOL)

We don't do luxurious stuffs or go luxurious places,
we just go for simple dates each time like movies,
eating our favourite food at our favourite places,
or staying home playing ps3 or wii & laugh our ass off.
This defines us!
We are just happy, when we are with each other. :)

And getting along well with each other's families,
especially his cantonese is improving so well (fast learner award for you okay!!),
& now he communicates more with my mum!
Till now, we can go out together (the 3 of us) comfortably. :)

Anddd I also get to know his family more!
Now I also communicate with his mum, and knowing his sister!!!!! <3
Plus Priscilla! <3 & Noel!
We got closer because of CheeLeong.
And I'm very very very happy for that. :)

So it's 2012,
& new year resolutions??

1. Get into a local University. (I pray all day all night also hope I can fulfill this. I MUST, AND I HAVE TO.)
So yes, I must get back to work after publishing this post lol.
2. My parents to stay healthy, & EVERYONE to stay healthy!
3. Going for another oversea trip with CheeLeong!!!
4. And by fulfilling point 3, I also hope I can be with Mr Wai happily & build more happy memories down the road.
5. Stay in contact with all my great friends!!

OKAY so that's it for now,
& I'll update again,
when I start feeling all emotional again lol.

p.s. TEEN TOP'S "CRAZY", Y U SO ADDICTIVE?!
p.p.s. Saw this in other ppl's twitter & find it funny..
"Friend told me last time in army got this guy surname called Pat (pronounced Part). Then general call him "EH PRIVATE PAT!""

BYE ALL!

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Date: Sunday, January 23, 2011

3:06 AM

To sum up today,
I am happy, enjoyed myself, but became emotionally sad.

Because I've known someone for a period of time,

but it seems that the someone assumes I don't understand at all.

I know I'm in wrong but,

do you have to use such strong words that are uneccessary?

Yesterday, you treated me like shit.

But I kept quiet.

Then can I ask you,

do you understand me as well ?

Personal slogan for the day: You set the rules, but you can break them and I can't.

You are angry.

But do you know I am too?
No apology at all, not a single one.

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