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Nothing in this world is perfect to me.
So I don't believe in perfections.







Date: Sunday, December 27, 2009 2:03 PM
Not in a good mood today.

And I hate it when i'm like that.
I hate it when mood swings come,
because I don't like to offend ppl or whatever.

Because when I feel like telling someone about it,
I wouldn't wanna affect other ppls' mood.
So i would rather put on a smile.
Because when I wanted a shoulder to lean on or a pair of listening ears,
I don't dare to tell.

Because i'm afraid,
i'm scared that things will go haywire again
if I said, "I need a shoulder to lean on. Can i lend your shoulders?"
And rejection is all i hear.

When I want a shoulder to lean on,
end up rejected.
Furthermore, make other ppl sad also.
What for right?
I was the one sad here,
but end up affect other ppl.
Maybe i'm just too afraid of rejections again.

I'm afraid that one day,
I'll be alone in this real world.
Failing in everything,
couldn't fight for anything.

Sighh.
Where can I pen down my thoughts then?
Not in facebook, not in blogger, not you or you or you.

T_T
That's when I suddenly felt,
that i'm "isolated."

I've my own limits too,
everytime i gek gek gek.
Gek until my blood vessels popping out already.
I guess i'm just too tired of my stupid self, and everything.

J.
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